duty duty

so sian, anticipating the duty tml. Feel so uneasy don't know why? the feeling just sucks, cause the whole weekend burned....hai.

I sometimes really don't understand why are we needed for such events. Thinking through of what Chee Mun said to me once regarding deploying Office Hour Staff for ground duty, its like another burden and responsibility for the regular counterparts who are assigned as Team Leaders, which then they have take care of us when we are deployed to the ground.

But well whatever it is I will still be doing duty at TANK ROAD, unless they deploy me further down which i heard from my OC that it might be in the junction between Mohammad Sultan and Liang Court there....its thaipusam for peeps who don't know. I guess many of my other mates who are in other divisions are also engaged in the same event which stretch over a length of 3 shifts starting from tonight. It will be a busy night at Tank Road and definetly a colorful one at Little India, ermm to think of it I just had Thosai at Little India the day before....

Can't wait for everything to end man, which I would stand down from duty, probably say at 2 - 3am in the wee hours of sunday morning. Following that would be my retreat on Monday, nothing was absolutely plan out for the day, arrangments were all made this week which gave us very little time to prepare for anything. Sometimes you can't blame anyone in the office for the mistakes they do cause it was pass down to us at such a late notice. Whatever it is i am still having that wierd feeling in me in regards to the event that will be happening tomorrow, I am not sure if its called anxiety?