well a turn off, went to WHITE ROOM yst that beautiful piece of pooch was gone. But wasn't really all upset, cos thoughts and uncertainties were like revolving around my mind. White was totally and upset, the things that Steven and I wanted were like all sold out leaving behind the debries of the unwanted....well walked around arab st. and as usual sweat like a pig....peeps were playing badminton outside their shops at Haji Lane cool sight, what added the coolness was Thesus Chan founder of the ad/editorial agency Works he was the spectating the game haha. Cheers to the down to earth attitude.

Met up with Mel and Ganwei later, had to bring Mel and Steven to the Italian Restraunt at UE sq. the ambience was really nice very romantic and quiet...everything was slow for that instance I felt the sernity in me calm and peacefullness haha...the owner was friendly and not to mention the pasta was fantastic...everyone had a hearty meal, but I guess Ganwei felt the greatest accomplishment having to win a complimentary desert from the boss, due to Ganwei being a regular there. After that nice meal, we set off for our movies at the new picture house that opened on Thursday. The place looks awe from the outside, but the carpark proves to be a nono for big cars, tight angles all round and really limited car park lots on the first few levels of the carpark...well the place was crowded as usual with peeps pouring from all over singapore coming to check out the new place. Had the opportunity to watch the movie the hills with eyes at thei grand cathay cinema, well the cinema was really big and it was like half full, haha my bro watche the 12am movie and I watched the 9.45 movie. The move was all gore but rather nice cinematography.

After the movie send Mel over to MOS, lucky she went off early didn't do much had dao huey at the old sch's neighbourhood till ard 1 plus that set off home. Well it was not the end for Steven and Ganwei though they continued to have desert after letting me off at kk hospital haha....

Welll so much for blogging for yesterday...nothing much happened today..so well will end my entry right here.

another entry

Well another week just breezed past me. It was a peaceful week, not much action happened in the station, well guess it was all good. Kept my diet and health status up. Was able to control my caffine addiction, due to the draining of stamina after too much consumption of caffine, well it was tough but I managed to endure. It was all due to my IPPT, was rather upset in not being able to attain a gold. Here are my results at the 5 mini stations, 1MIN situp 47reps, pullup 13, shuttle run 9.9sec, standing board jump 234cm and the final station which is also the crucial station 2.4km endurance run it was a disappointing 10.02min run. I had it all at 5 pts except my board jump and 2.4km it really suck. I was hopping for lesser then 10min within the 9min range at least. But well 100 bucks is still rolling into my account in another 2 mths time.

Finally got my protein supplements. Gona start consuming it next week at the gym. Haha, I am damn excited to pump it allout. Yea, and if everything goes well I am gona go for my Tanning again, the bronze effect is losing off quick got to get them baked up again fast.

Going to meet up with steven and mel later, hopefully get my fred perry shoes which i have been waiting for....haha

Well been a 4 days since my last entry. Well was talking about my 1st time experince for a wedding shoot, it was really exciting and of cause a learning experince. Again all credits for the photography work should be given to Ganwei, he was the man behind the Lens and the lighting with little assitance from me on the technical part. As usual shared the load for art direction with Ganwei. His eyes I've got to say are one of a kind he really sees things differently from us. Man his man for this job.

As promised some preview of the raw images we took and yet to be post edited for the client(richard and wife).





Waiting for the whole album of pics to be transported out from that CF card, cos for that day we took a total of 500++ shots and yet to go for selection.

falling to bed with you

ermm..so tired being out the whole day at Fullerton hotel for the photo shoot. It was really tiring. It was my virgin shooting with ganwei for wedding photography, the two of us were like so green to this wedding photography thingy. At the intial stage, back in shcool I was like wedding photography whats so glamorous about it. After today's session I finally understood why peeps get so addicted in shooting wedding photography, this people are definetly not people who were interested in glamour and fame. They are peeps who are really enthusiastic as well as passionate about their love to capture the special moments with the camera. I saluate them.

The whole day, Ganwei and I were feeling tired. But it was those lovely smile the bride and the groom had that really cheered and made our day. Well will be putting up some of those happy pics in the blog.

*yawn* got to go to bed...ermm guess I will journal today's event on another day. Cant stand my eyes are shutting....

Now listening to Jason mraz - geek in the pink

bad day

Caffine caffine and more caffine everyday. Work cracking brains work cracking brains...this seems like a very routine life of mine. Seeking for that serenity I so much needed. Helplessly still waiting for anwsers from my queries, everyday seem so alike, probably its the every day similiar things that I do that makes me feel this way.

ORD seems close...still uncertain with most of things in life. State of turbulance is starting to irrupt in me again. Had my half day yesterday, well a well earned one. After a tedious and meeting with Deputy Commdr.
Before every meeting the whole room is always filled with tension and anxiety, things like whos going to be the next officer to get screwed by DY. But yesterday's meeting was still quite alright in terms, as most of the things that were discussed were things that we suggested by him and it was still in the midst of preperation.

Just before everything ended, I was pushed to a newly assigned job, which was the monthly meeting secretariat. Being the secretariat my job was to take down the minutes made during the event and turning them into the next meetings agenda. Well it was indeed something new, ermm it was something good I guess am able to polish my english in the process.

Still searching for my DKNY watch which DANNY bought. Well I love the big watch face, and the equally balanced black leather strap. It made the watch look so exquisite, well it was not some fucking make me look like a rich man's watch. Ermm hope to see it soon somewhere.

Ganwei wrote some really meaningful things in his journal for this korean girl. Well some words really brought back some memories of how I felt before....well they were really heartfelt words and it really kind of touched my hearts in someway. No wonder he was termed as a cassonova by Steven and Dudes...haha

Ermm tomorrow will be assisting ganwei for a wedding photo shoot at fullerton hotel, which I have to meet him at 0830hrs at fullerton hotel's lobby. Ermm guess I would be half awake, and most likely half dead through out the shoot haha... Will try to sneak some pics that we took and post em up in the blog. haha

toys toys toys

my mind is blowing images of all those toys. From vinyl to plushes, fuck I feel like I am going back to those days where toys was a hit, when they are presented right infront of my eyes. TOys like stickfas, capsule, kubricks....and that list of mine just goes on and on and on........

Plushes seems to be the one that I am the most into at the moment.. with so many to choose from, probably I will go sew one for myself. haha. Saw this on the net, it was real cool plushes man...it was a callbo by evilmonito's crew and amercian legendary jean manufacturer Hudson....fucking awesome packaging and plushes....wish to own some of plushes and exhibit them in my room...haha

Nope, I ain gona put in any titles for this entry. Simply because I don't think its neccessary, you might be thinking probably I could just put in the date as the heading, but nah I don't it look to look so cliche.

Came home feeling so full, after a hearty meal at a beef noodle shop at liang seah st. with co. throwing in a couple of beers at millenia walk's paulauder. Must say the beer there was good, simply tasty and of cos serving was excellent due to the long mug they served. Well had a nice night chilling out, with life band as well as soccer to entertain my saturday evening with the guys. Well thought it might be one of those boring nights, but of cause it was fairly reasonable though nothing was plan and yet we had things to entertain us throughout.

Well back to work again, so much work to do and its like I haven plan everything properly which I thought I had. Was suppose to be helping in a shoot for my old friend at shooting gallery but it turns out that he wasn't able to get the motorbike ready for the shoot, so in the end had to postpone to another later date. Following that next week, will be assisiting Mr. Chan in a wedding photography shoot which would happen on location at Fullerton Hotel. It will be a first time for me in going for such shoot, not that at helm in meddling with people shoot, hope Ganwei don't need too much assitance for me espcially in regards to the posing and stuff, cause I don't really know what to do for such joyous occassion. Hahaha.

Ripped off a pic from Tim Mao Huan's friendster, well a pic at the old Police Academy while we were going through the SGT course and a last look at our Cpl ranks. Hahahaha


I look fat man. What the fuck....

As well as some fonddling pics I took ysterday morning through the lens of Ganwei's D70 well it was all impressive, with abit of touching up on CS2.

sickly entry

I always have a problem with putting a striking heading for an entry. It really takes up alot of time thinking of one that would draw attention, I want something that is simple but at the same time short and sweet. Is it that everything that is attention drawing have to be long and complicated. I am still experimenting on my vault which has kept some really simple but yet meaningful words, but yet I have forsaken them for a long period of time, got to do some recollection.

Finally got the reply I wanted, someone who was able to guide me through the stages in my work process. It was really an honour to have a great mentor, someone who was really was really an award winner. One could only dream of him to critic your work, and most importantly replying to your email, despite you are not even in his list of contacts. Really admire him more, with his high status in the industry, yet he took time to look through my work and giving them some critic. His critics really spelled how much more I need to endevaour in this line before I can establish myself in this line. I would continue to pesevere.

Had the slowest moving week. Nothing really much happen at work. Just the usual payments to be made, best part was the naggy mdm was on course for 2 days, that really made my week look smooth. Went tanning for twice this week, but still I am not looking anywhere tanned, maybe its just because like what Farhan said I haven been an outdoor kid since young. Well not going to agree to what he said and I am going to continue my tanning sessions during lunch breaks.

IPPT is coming, and I am really training hard, with longer sessions of run and weight training. Which pushes my cardio endurance. Like so much that I have learn during my fitness instructor course, more with the ballistic exercise. Well I like things to move fast, I can't stand things moving at such slow pace. Just so sickening.