bad day

Caffine caffine and more caffine everyday. Work cracking brains work cracking brains...this seems like a very routine life of mine. Seeking for that serenity I so much needed. Helplessly still waiting for anwsers from my queries, everyday seem so alike, probably its the every day similiar things that I do that makes me feel this way.

ORD seems close...still uncertain with most of things in life. State of turbulance is starting to irrupt in me again. Had my half day yesterday, well a well earned one. After a tedious and meeting with Deputy Commdr.
Before every meeting the whole room is always filled with tension and anxiety, things like whos going to be the next officer to get screwed by DY. But yesterday's meeting was still quite alright in terms, as most of the things that were discussed were things that we suggested by him and it was still in the midst of preperation.

Just before everything ended, I was pushed to a newly assigned job, which was the monthly meeting secretariat. Being the secretariat my job was to take down the minutes made during the event and turning them into the next meetings agenda. Well it was indeed something new, ermm it was something good I guess am able to polish my english in the process.

Still searching for my DKNY watch which DANNY bought. Well I love the big watch face, and the equally balanced black leather strap. It made the watch look so exquisite, well it was not some fucking make me look like a rich man's watch. Ermm hope to see it soon somewhere.

Ganwei wrote some really meaningful things in his journal for this korean girl. Well some words really brought back some memories of how I felt before....well they were really heartfelt words and it really kind of touched my hearts in someway. No wonder he was termed as a cassonova by Steven and Dudes...haha

Ermm tomorrow will be assisting ganwei for a wedding photo shoot at fullerton hotel, which I have to meet him at 0830hrs at fullerton hotel's lobby. Ermm guess I would be half awake, and most likely half dead through out the shoot haha... Will try to sneak some pics that we took and post em up in the blog. haha