lost out

My first job lost was the MTV thingy that I was saying in my last entry.

It was rather disappointing at first, but I slowly learned to embrace it. I had to partly blame myself for not partnering a copywriter as I was working alone. All the ideas were pretty random I was pretty much fighting this war all by myself. This makes me feel at times I should have been part of NERF rather then ALCEHMY cause sometime I feel peeps in Alchemy are full of themself. But I concede the lost as it was to those rookies in ALCHEMY, they had very strong and interesting conceptfor the spot which I was lacking. But nonetheless it was my first time brain storming for idea for a TV spot and fucking indeed it was an experince which reminds me one mind don't work that well and I got to be accompanied with a copywriter whenever I am engaged in a project.

A sigh of relief was that my CD did say I had an interesting idea, but of cause it followed with a sentence:" like you know GORDON I could not bring all the ideas to show to the client. That pretty much tells me almost everything there needs to be said already. Well I don't blame him cause the other teams really did put in lots of effort and thoughts into the MTV SPOT.Though my ideas wasn't choosen I still wish them all the best cause afterall we are still a team in general. Well sad and disappointing but this tells me to continue to work even harder, to read more see more venture into newer stuff.

Well tomorrow is another day.