another rainy day

Yuppers another rainy day, spent my whole saturday burn in the academy save guarding it. Damn eerie at night i would say, so chilling. Spend half of the day's duty at the rear gate of the police academy watching the horses galloping on the field and pickin my nose, the horses are all so beautiful really enjoyed looking at em they are so graceful when they are galloping, wish one day i would get a chance to ride on em. Well got home this morning at around 9.15, i actually went without sleep for 24hours. Till now i still find it so hard to believe that i actually lasted through the night without sleep, with all the patrols and everything. But well, i finally finish my weekend duty won't have it anymore. Haha won't want to complain, cause i was pretty fine with it. Well got my precious nap at home since i return this morning, and now got to prepare to go back again. Hahaha. Well really nothing much to blog about for today, jus all the plain boring shit like things that happen in camp. Guess won't want to write em out in details. : )

well now got to prepare all the stuff and iron the clothes for the week ahead, and darn didn even have time to buy my swimming goggles, and this week i think i am learning how to thread water. Hope i DON'T GET DROWN. haha

I feel had so much feeling for this song's lyrics, so well said of how i feel.
Do you ever feel like breaking down
do you ever feel out of place
like somehow you dun just dun belong
and no one understands you
do you lock yourself in the room
with the radio all turned up so loud
and no one hears you screaming
no you don't know what its like
with nothing feels alright
you dont know how its like
to be like me

to be hurt
to feel loved
to be left out in the dark
to be kicked when you are down
feel like you have been pushed around
to be on the edge of breaking down
and no ones there to save you
no you don't know what its like

welcome to my life

do you want to be somebody else
are you sick of feeling so left out
are you desperate to find something more before your life is over
are you stuck inside a world inside your head
are you sick of everyone aroud
with a big fake smile and stupid lies
no you don't know how its like
nothing feels alright
you don't know what its like to be like me

to be hurt
to feel loved
to be left out in the dark
to be kicked when you are down
feel like you have been pushed around
to be on the edge of breaking down
and no ones there to save you
no you don't know what its like

welcome to my life

no one will ever point you straight on the face
no one ever stab you in the back
you might think i am happy
but i am not gona be ok
everybody always get what you wanted
you never had to work but you are always there
you dont know what its like what its like

to be hurt to feel lovedto be left out in the dark to be kicked when you are down feel like you have been pushed around to be on the edge of breaking down and no ones there to save you no you don't know what its like
Now listening to Usher feat Alicia Keys-My Boo