throaty heat

yes another day gone. Had a jog and a short obstacale course all done under one morning. Its already another day, i would be booking in already tonight. Haha, so very hard to get by this days all the work in camp. When i reach camp tonite, i will be expecting a tougher week ahead of me, i could already feel so much things being put ahead of me and my squad mates, never felt so much pressure going back before. Felt abit of sore in my throat today, not sure why, well got to take more lozenges to try and soothen down my throat. I really hope i will not fall sick again, i hope my friend Steven can get by it as well cause he is now going through the same thing like me. I hope he is better now, everything is so sour, but i guess what comes now is actaully part of what god has installed for us. Never Speculated on why he did this maybe for a reason.

I work everyday in order sustain the essence that will keep me alife.
I sleep everynight to prepare me for the awakening of a new break of dawn.
I love to make my life feel more fulfilling.
I watch the sunset cause it lets me know that i have ended one splendid day.
I struggle to tell myself not to be the one in the end who will regret.
I motivate myself to press on in life to be more optimistic.

Everything we do has to have its own gains and also a reason of persistance to be there. Maybe i am wrong, but its how i feel. Maybe all is gone but always i feel that its something and a bless in disguise. Well all i wish for is a more pleasent week ahead of me. I feel slightly better, maybe i know what life probably means to me, or probably i am just concealing my feelings inside.

Well no more said for today, got to end this entry here now.
Astlavista. Hai got to sleep in the camp's bed again, so not comfy.

: )

Now listening to Babyface - Nobody knows its but me.