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Yea! Finally the third week has passed, and i finally pass the course which I think I would most likely to fail which is the weapons handling instrucots course, but in the end with God's help i guess i manage to sail pass it smoothly. With the end of the weapons training course coming to the end, it also means that i draw closer to the end of my Physical Instructor course as a whole, erm i guess now is the review part though I still have one more session on Tuesday.

The training was really tough, tougher then i had expected when i was in division when the news broke to me that i was suppose to attend this OFI course. With all the hardship that i have gone through, waking up at 5.45am every morning and coming home like 8pm makes me feel so sick. In the course there is nothing but just full training, the theory portion was so little, cause its only when we are in class having our theory that gave us that little time to spare for resting, cause the day's training did not gave us enough time for rest and time to recuprate from all the exhaustion after the weight trainings and running. We had to have 2 Ippts per week to monitor our fitness level, and we got to maintain at least a silver for the ippt and for the EOC we got to run below 9mins with all the dummy apperatus strap on to our waist.
Training was tough, but i did learn alot of stuff in the event of all this that happen, like keeping myself fit and the most important thing be able to instruct and to impart my knowledge later on to other people. Through all the bitching from my other entires really make me laugh, but it was really all true during that time it was so very very tough. Maybe its because in the police force i never had the chance to go through such tough training till now. Carrying the LOG wasn't part of what i had in mind when i join the course, but now i am getting use to it. Cause in the inital stage when i was ask to enter the course i was so reluctant, i wish they could quickly put me out of my misery by asking to RTU(return to unit), but after awhile i thought through, since i am already here just make the very best out of it. So that later I would not regret it, i have already done something in my life that I know I am already regretting it and till not i am still feeling the pinch in my heart and i guess its so hard to heal, and so i hope for this time i would not.

But well, hope for the final test the TSR test i am able to make it through, and cross that last hurdle which i have work so hard to strive for. Gonna pray for it.

But first got to study for it first. Well got to thank god for brining me through this far in the course, i would not have done it without your guidiance.

Listening to Akon - Lonely