long long timy

Woa today I manage to get pass it so easily in the office, had a short morning finish up my work and all those excel file which made me headache for the pass few days cause my supervisor accidentally deleted it away. Well after that had a long meeting for at least 3hrs from 2.30 to 5.30 as in the morning the confrence room was being book by someone else.

Well waitied till like 5.30 and i rush out, cause it was time to meet up with nic jason and BC, fuck man really miss em finally got a chance to meet up with them already. Woa its been abt 3 mths since we parted from TRACOM. We met up at marina sq, well spend the evening enjoying the view, the new food court was rather cool and enjoyed the moment spend there with my buddies. We tok about our new working enviroment and the different job scoop were are being put to task, all of us agree that its much more complicating then in TRACOM, cause everything that we are doing now is so much so in real time, everything is so practical. After that session, of cock toking we walk around at marina sq before deciding to stop for a session of billiard, where fuck i lost 3 consecutive time, man i got to brush up my cue handling, jason and nic were just to ZHUN already. Oh fuck! now i rem i forgot to pay for my share of the billiard game sucks man .


Now listening to Frankie J - Don't wanna try

spits*

How good if the world has nothing i could worry about. I am just another guy who stays in a small estate in this crazy city thats never cease to stop its pace. Well full of anxiety and anticpation for the next coming day to arrive, i just think that everything is moving too fast.

How good if it would just stop for one day and allow me to actually take a breather, and continue the pace.

Well to meet someone that you know you could cherish is so diffcult, so no matter what cherish the other half. Cause good things don't come to stay without any hardwork.


Now listening to Guang Liang - Tong Hua

simplistic to complication

ermm my tummy feel abit upset, must be the jack fruits that i ate this afternoon. So damn fuck shit man, was hopping to do some strenous weight training but all this just have to be put on halt because of me feeling abit nauseous. Damn.

I was ask to mann the whole PNS dept today, fwee. At first i was rather nervous, i was scared that i was unable to manage all by myself, cause i have to man 7 stations due to all of my collegues going out of the station to serve their job scoop, and guess what during lunch tim mao huan the fart king of sq 41 came by with his upper study to pass some aiport police dockets to us as they are being transffersd over to u. Was overwhelm to see him cause, as you know its being a long time after we parted from TRACOM, but then he came at the wrong time, I was happily having lunch with Din when the enquiry officer tap me on the shoulder informing me that the airport officers are waiting for me. Damn fuck, though we didn't tok but i could see he was adapting well into his dept in the airport police just like me fitting in nicely in my division. Well before Tim left my station he just have to leave his trademark or should i say a parting gift for me by farting on my seat. GOSH...........!!!!!!!!!!! Will he ever learn even his collegues in Aiport knows his crap!!!!

Well, finish my tiger tracing, the fuck shit caused me 3 days to traced its really a headache finally i got em done up, well hope it gets into the series as well..... Fuck shit i have yet to rcv my name cards damn la. Wonder when can i get em. Darn fuck shit!!!!!! Ganwei that kuku got half day leave again for his medical checkup at skin center after 2 days of leave, haha this was for his compensation for staying at home for 2 days waiting to be mobilise haha. That sucks!!! Well tomorrow is another day in the station, and on friday meeting up with steven to go down to nafa for the grad thingy. Hahaha.

What would life be without any rythm of music.. I can't work without em.....

A little quote which i find it cool from the Cadbury Advert:

Wouldn't it be nice if the world was Cadbury You could surf inside a chocolate tube Ride your board across the wave forever Get wiped out and never get a bruise. And if a shark came up and tried to bite you You could say "I'm chocolate I invite you" Wouldn't it be nice!Wouldn't it be nice if the world was Cadbury, Driving in the car would be a tasty treat, Changing gear would soon become a problem, Cadbury Dairy Milk is so good to eat. And when you arrive at your destination, You'll be greeted with an exclamation, Wouldn't it be nice!Wouldn't it be nice if the world was Cadbury You could be a soccer super star The referee would blow his chocolate whistle A shot on goal would even break the bar And if you went and scored the winner You'd win the cup and eat it for your dinner Wouldn't it be nice!Wouldn't it be nice if the world was Cadbury Chocolate roads and trees 'n' birds 'n' bees Delivering all kinds of letters daily Every kind of purple parcel too And if the dog did try and grab a mouth full You can bite him back, he'll taste delightful Wouldn't it be nice!


Now listening to Snoop Dog Feat Justin Timberlake - Signs

thats what life is all about

well talk to steven awhile, then don't know why i sunddenly asked him about joyce, and was from steven i know that she finally bought a car. Though i heard it from someone that she is just bought a car, i could feel her happiness and also feel happy for her, i am not even sure why maybe its a dream that we once shared. Probably she has forgotten about me or she is upset with me, its ok as long as i know she is happy now its just good enough. Wish her all the best and the thrill of driving. Cause i know i might never get a chance to sit beside her cause i am just not good enough for her.

Being so tensed up so lately for no explained reasons, how i wish there is some medication that could relieve tension and stress, if there is such a medication how good it would be for me. Wierd things happen to me nowadays like talking to myself, when i am working at home thats really eerie, i don't even know how that actually happen.

Wish that tmr never comes.

Now listening to Dionne Warwick - What are friends for

back to office

Well back to the office, first thing i saw on my desk were heaps of papers waiting for to clear, like fuck! Next was the hamsters, boy can the hamsters give birth man there were all in 6 new babies in the new cages, they are so tiny.

I thought that after the course has finish it was sort of a relieve, but no reality just gave me a slap on my face, back at the office was definetly not a very good thing. Had to deal with all those work and the worse part snacking, everytime i am in the office there is bound to be something there to temp me into picking in and checking it out. Why gordon why? Why can't you for once resist the temptation. I got to stop all this thing, been eating too much now my tummy dun feel really good, being farting the whole damn evening. I hope that it dosen't give me any upset. The only thing that is good about being in the office is that i get to sit on the chair and not run about like some silly dogs in the academy. But it was rather something proud to say, that i have actually pass the OFI course walking around in the station everyone would ask how is the course that i've attended, how you manage to pass it those sort of qs, it just made me the limelight for that one time, i feel just good enough.

But behind all this so called glam, there is always a high price to pay. No one knows the 4 of us who went for the course went through how much of torment, my shoulder bones were broken, and the other two guys had their back injured and the other hamstring injuries resulting in swells after running. Fuck it was rather something that made us from like what Rizal said Boys to Men. Nothing is gain without hardship is through this course i have really understand what it means.

Haha saw joanne's msg only today, wishing me gd luck. Though its over i am glad and happy that someone wished me. Thanks. Well she wants me to train her, haha how to! Though i pass the instructors course i am still very green to this instructing course, just me and my 50 cents dope i would always say. I am really not prepared to train anyone maybe just casual conversations and guiding a person but not really preparing a schedule to follow.

Man tomorrow is another day in the office, with my predecessor coming back only on friday, i guess i still got to handle some of the stuff by myself tomorrow, oh yea my email in spf is up, haha finally. W3ll got to stop now, got to go and study my basic theory now. I am having my test on friday. Hope i could pass it this time round. Well i got to sign off now.


Now listening to Goo Goo Dolls - Slide

its all over

Finally all my worries, all my pain and suffering all ended today. It was rather smooth, everything went pass so fast. Had my TSR test, the test that is the most important i would say the main cause or the spine of the course, the lucky thing was that i only started revising over the matter last night, and i was damn lucky to have pass, and what i didn't expect was to get 90 out of 100. Pure shit though, what a lucky bastard i am. Keke.

But whatever it is, had swimming as our RT programme but froom what i see it dosen't even feel like Recreational Training, it was like torture, was made to do the push up position for about 30mins and sure it was like fuck under the scorching sun, while those who could thread water(not sure if this is how you spell it) thread for 30mins, like my cousin matthew fuck man he once again showed all the PTI's why he is in the National Water Polo team, by threading in the water so effortlessly fuck crazy, and today he was spotted with a skimpy trunks exposing his butt crack i guess that caught the attention of a rather gayish fella in the course to get close to him. Hahaha. I am sure my cousin is freaked out! Hahaha just can't stop laughing at him.
He got into NUS as well so i think he and my bro junwen will be school mates haha. COOL!
Well back to the topic, haha finally waited so long though its 3 weeks it felt like 3 months, well the wait ended at 1700hrs, when CO BTC(COMMANDER BASIC TRAINING CENTER) stepped into the mock court, it was the time everyone was so excited, and finally one by one we got our certificate, making us the 2nd batch of graduates of the Ops Fitness Instructors from training command, now i am a certify Fitness Instructor, well that gives me the authority to say " gentlemen all of you on your right pumps down" haha no la just joking. But was really a privillage to shake my hands with a DSP, it was all worth it, all the hardship, so much sweat i have dripped were not dripped off in vain. What was my greatest achivment was being able to train with guys from SOC and PCG, these guys are from the toughest unit in the force because of their job scoop, thats what i am really proud of, to know that my physical level is somewhere around there. And of cause in every physical course there would be a best trainee, and that goes without saying the guy was from SOC.

But sad to hear is that my ex squad mate billal failed his TSR test, but he went for his SOC course, so he got to come back next week to redo the test. I felt so bad, cause i wasn't able to pass him the notes in time. But hope and wish him well.

So happy with this achivment, though i can't share my joy with anyone, i am just please that i can still achieve this. Maybe i got to thank that one person who left me, for the words she gave me before it ended.

Finally i got something i can be proud of.


Now listening to Goo Goo Dolls - Here is Gone

its hot

woah, i am melting from the heat. Can't stand the weather in Sg man, its killing me. I am someone who just can't stand hot, i get so drench in my clothes with my own sweat. Its just so bad, went out yesterday though it was raining i couldn't feel the coolness after the rain, in fact it was rather humid in my opinion. Sick!

I just hope tomorrow would be a better day, or should i say a cooler day. Well it would be best if it were to be raining the whole day, with abit of lighting and thunder here and there would be the best.

I don't ask for anything more then to end the rain at 6pm in the evening so i can leave the police academy on my last day of the PTI course in 1 piece.

Well tomorrow is my last day in the course with my last test tml starting at 8.30 am, got to pass this last test ya.

Hope for the better, hope everything settles in the way i am expecting it to be.


Now listening to Britiney Spears - why am i the last to know