its all over

Finally all my worries, all my pain and suffering all ended today. It was rather smooth, everything went pass so fast. Had my TSR test, the test that is the most important i would say the main cause or the spine of the course, the lucky thing was that i only started revising over the matter last night, and i was damn lucky to have pass, and what i didn't expect was to get 90 out of 100. Pure shit though, what a lucky bastard i am. Keke.

But whatever it is, had swimming as our RT programme but froom what i see it dosen't even feel like Recreational Training, it was like torture, was made to do the push up position for about 30mins and sure it was like fuck under the scorching sun, while those who could thread water(not sure if this is how you spell it) thread for 30mins, like my cousin matthew fuck man he once again showed all the PTI's why he is in the National Water Polo team, by threading in the water so effortlessly fuck crazy, and today he was spotted with a skimpy trunks exposing his butt crack i guess that caught the attention of a rather gayish fella in the course to get close to him. Hahaha. I am sure my cousin is freaked out! Hahaha just can't stop laughing at him.
He got into NUS as well so i think he and my bro junwen will be school mates haha. COOL!
Well back to the topic, haha finally waited so long though its 3 weeks it felt like 3 months, well the wait ended at 1700hrs, when CO BTC(COMMANDER BASIC TRAINING CENTER) stepped into the mock court, it was the time everyone was so excited, and finally one by one we got our certificate, making us the 2nd batch of graduates of the Ops Fitness Instructors from training command, now i am a certify Fitness Instructor, well that gives me the authority to say " gentlemen all of you on your right pumps down" haha no la just joking. But was really a privillage to shake my hands with a DSP, it was all worth it, all the hardship, so much sweat i have dripped were not dripped off in vain. What was my greatest achivment was being able to train with guys from SOC and PCG, these guys are from the toughest unit in the force because of their job scoop, thats what i am really proud of, to know that my physical level is somewhere around there. And of cause in every physical course there would be a best trainee, and that goes without saying the guy was from SOC.

But sad to hear is that my ex squad mate billal failed his TSR test, but he went for his SOC course, so he got to come back next week to redo the test. I felt so bad, cause i wasn't able to pass him the notes in time. But hope and wish him well.

So happy with this achivment, though i can't share my joy with anyone, i am just please that i can still achieve this. Maybe i got to thank that one person who left me, for the words she gave me before it ended.

Finally i got something i can be proud of.


Now listening to Goo Goo Dolls - Here is Gone