back to office

Well back to the office, first thing i saw on my desk were heaps of papers waiting for to clear, like fuck! Next was the hamsters, boy can the hamsters give birth man there were all in 6 new babies in the new cages, they are so tiny.

I thought that after the course has finish it was sort of a relieve, but no reality just gave me a slap on my face, back at the office was definetly not a very good thing. Had to deal with all those work and the worse part snacking, everytime i am in the office there is bound to be something there to temp me into picking in and checking it out. Why gordon why? Why can't you for once resist the temptation. I got to stop all this thing, been eating too much now my tummy dun feel really good, being farting the whole damn evening. I hope that it dosen't give me any upset. The only thing that is good about being in the office is that i get to sit on the chair and not run about like some silly dogs in the academy. But it was rather something proud to say, that i have actually pass the OFI course walking around in the station everyone would ask how is the course that i've attended, how you manage to pass it those sort of qs, it just made me the limelight for that one time, i feel just good enough.

But behind all this so called glam, there is always a high price to pay. No one knows the 4 of us who went for the course went through how much of torment, my shoulder bones were broken, and the other two guys had their back injured and the other hamstring injuries resulting in swells after running. Fuck it was rather something that made us from like what Rizal said Boys to Men. Nothing is gain without hardship is through this course i have really understand what it means.

Haha saw joanne's msg only today, wishing me gd luck. Though its over i am glad and happy that someone wished me. Thanks. Well she wants me to train her, haha how to! Though i pass the instructors course i am still very green to this instructing course, just me and my 50 cents dope i would always say. I am really not prepared to train anyone maybe just casual conversations and guiding a person but not really preparing a schedule to follow.

Man tomorrow is another day in the office, with my predecessor coming back only on friday, i guess i still got to handle some of the stuff by myself tomorrow, oh yea my email in spf is up, haha finally. W3ll got to stop now, got to go and study my basic theory now. I am having my test on friday. Hope i could pass it this time round. Well i got to sign off now.


Now listening to Goo Goo Dolls - Slide