Sunday, May 08, 2005

thats what life is all about

well talk to steven awhile, then don't know why i sunddenly asked him about joyce, and was from steven i know that she finally bought a car. Though i heard it from someone that she is just bought a car, i could feel her happiness and also feel happy for her, i am not even sure why maybe its a dream that we once shared. Probably she has forgotten about me or she is upset with me, its ok as long as i know she is happy now its just good enough. Wish her all the best and the thrill of driving. Cause i know i might never get a chance to sit beside her cause i am just not good enough for her.

Being so tensed up so lately for no explained reasons, how i wish there is some medication that could relieve tension and stress, if there is such a medication how good it would be for me. Wierd things happen to me nowadays like talking to myself, when i am working at home thats really eerie, i don't even know how that actually happen.

Wish that tmr never comes.

Now listening to Dionne Warwick - What are friends for

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