*sniff* ermm... gona fall sick soon. I feel so blue, or shoud I say I am so blue....well must be the lack of sleep I am having.
Well, woke up at 4am this morning, and after that I couldn't get back to sleep, in my mind was the run which is 2hrs from then. I will be going for a run at sentosa(NEW BALANCE REAL RUN), well will add that account later.
What probably might have cause me to also pop out early from my dreamland was probably because of the movie which I've watched 5hrs before I went to bed, never knew it had such a strong impact on my sleep.
Well caught the highly acclaim local production 'THE MAID' with steven, denka and ganwei, what turn out to be a talk cock session(as Steven and I term our meet outs), was later decided to catch a movie. But Why "THE MAID" cause our dear friend Denka Wee thought that being local production it means it is nowhere near the word SCARY, he thought the fear factors wasn't there. But well it really disappoint him, cause he was totally being freaked out by the show with Ganwei....hahaha.....which left me and Steven laughing away. My t-shirt was nearly torn apart by Denka, who was practically freaked out by the show together with ganwei who also hid behind my back. Well can't blame em even the guys sitting beside us were like practically covering their eyes with their hands together with their girlfriends. Kekeke....
Love the art direction of the movie was really awesome, have to give them the credit that they so well deserved, some of the scene was really well setup thats without a doubt which really show that local taste together with the mix of the theme of the Seventh month. The photography skills were just as impressive though i know that the DOP wasn't really someone local, but still its something worth mentioning. Well this movie is trully something a cut above the rest of the other locally produced film, kudos to the The Maid and its crew.
When I met up with Denka I immediately spotted the difference in him, he was much more tan, he has been tanning outside his house's swimming pool by himself, damn selfish. But still I manage to take some time off from my hectic schedule from my time and went for a sun tan that i promise to do so for the past few weeks, stayed under the sun for almost 2 hours.
I purposely woke up early that morning and rushed to the swimming complex thinking that it would not be so crowded but I was wrong. Still i manage to find myself a bench and bask under that bright hot sun that i have so much been waiting for. Well was rather boring basking under that sun all alone, but what to do its so early and I am staying so far away from my tanning khakis. Haha....
Well back to the event that happen this morning, well reached the station at 0645hrs but no one was there, only the real team runners and of cause my Bro Din he was there too getting prepared for the run. Slowly but steadily they arrive to the station, I entered the station with Insp Darryl who was damn cool, he had a tattoo of a serpent on his right calf, man that was really outstanding imaging the image he has the bad boy look.....haha gona get one too right after i ORD......but well my driver amba reach the station we drove out to harbour front to meet up my mdm and my fat ass collegue Vincent. On the way down CTE amba suddenly told me he sold off his so crazily modified WRX haha and he is thinking of getting a BMW 320i haha, fuck he is rich, i wish i was him. But still reality is reality and i got to be more practical if I have a car i should already be contented enough. Well reach sentosa thinking that we might have to run we were all so sian, until we saw the whole lot of guys from golf they collected their goodie bag without going for the run, this struck something in our mind and we followed them and just skip the whole session of running together with the Golf division's guys. ahahaha, in the end we got back around 50 goodie bag. Hahaha.........
But well for me there was nothing really much cause that goodie had nothing thats really worth anything, except for the T-shirt which New Balance claim it to be the same as the Nike's Dri -Fit. Hahaha But the one thing that made me really happy, was that my design was on my division's running teams jersey. Hahaha Kudos though it was a bit girly haha but still they think it was good....haha.
Monday, August 29, 2005
Wednesday, August 24, 2005
simply too much or too little
i had the reign....ermm well have been raining for awhile now, its rather weird from the statics from last year's august, it is suppose to be a month of draught which means sun and more sun, but its kinda of wierd that it has been raining quite often for the past few weeks. Quite depressing for me as many of times my trip for sun tanning has been cancelled due to this, I am slowly returning back to my sickly fair color. Thats rather sad.....I made a promise to myself that I will go for a long tan once the sun is back up and kicking with its radiant bright rays, i will make sure i fulfill this promise i made to myself.
Been making rather long runs in the evening after work, from the usual 2.5km runs i have, i am doing occassional 4.5km - 5km, but well i still feel rather fat, maybe its the psychological effect and the strong words that my mum said about "you will get a big butt if you keep sitting down on your chair after a meal", ermm this words kept circulating in my mind I just can't stand it.
Being doing dips in the office's compacters where we keep the NSmen's docket, as well as leg lifts there to train my abdominal with the usual 30 pushups accomapnied. I made sure i was moving and kicking in the office and not lying and getting myself too comfortable on that fucking chair of mine, which i think is seriousily giving me that you should rest on me rather you should sit on me look, cause my collegue who is fucking fat likes to lie down hard on it leaving the seats posture all wrongly shaped.
Well I think I hurt my chest while doing dips before my usual run today, heard a crack sound and i immediately drop down from the bars, i could feel the immediate pain that has been infliceted by my own stupidity, well still continued to go for my 2.4km jog, saw this guy who was really really fast, he was on the same route as me but soon when i was making my turn to the corner i thought as usual i might be able to catch up with him but i was wrong, at that time he was even faster then me, he was like 200-300meters away from me. This showed how much my stamina i really had......fuck so pai sei, and to think of it, i felt lucky thathe didn't see me cause i was wearing my brother's commando jersey instead of my usual police jersey....if not it would be so ma lu.....
In the morning reached the station my collegue Din, begged me to help him out on the IPPT for the reservist men, cause he was like really short handed and on my side i don't really have much work to be done cause most of the recalls has been already been send out, so i was rather relax. Well there wasn't much men, and due to the fact we couldn't get a safety vehicle to accompany them in their run, we decided to take them to YIO CHU KANG stadium for their 2.4km test run, when we reached the stadium, there was a group of student most probably from PHS which was nearby the stadium only, they had this very ermm i would say STRICT PE teacher, he shouted at them to run and not to stop, and all the student were like grumbling, and the teacher was like practically shouting at them to run......haha some ignore but was later fuck off by the teacher to run, some of them even hurled and uttered vulgarities at the teacher...my collegues and i were like practically looking at them and also laughing at the whole incident.....but we guess that the teacher must be someone who is not a person who is very favoured by his students, cause through out the whole event of the run his students were grumbling uttering vulgarities at him and he was screaming and shouting at them like dogs, i could remember what he said ermm something like: "eh, you all finish already ah! I didn't see you running, you all better finish up the last round, quick go and run, better don't cheat". Hahaha its like no wonder the kids hate him, cause they are being treated like army trainees. Hahaha......
Saw the FED EX(courier service) advertisment on tv again the one where the courier men walked across the stream after a traffic jam occured on a bridge, fuck it was funny when it ended, i guess its done by the same ad agency(BBDO) that did the last FED EX TV commercial. I think this is one those tv commercial that remind me to constanly to push myself to produce works that are cheesy. I guess i have put this FED EX advertisment into my list of all time favourite TV commercials, together with VOLKSwagon the one in india, the ikea ad with the jack russel so cute by lowe and partners and also production team haha my ex company The Shooting Gallery Asia, the adida's commercial on the metal grid by 180 amsterdam and also the pepsi ad which also featured david beckham inside which ended with the surfer trying to grab a pepsi from the soccer players cold box and the lid slam on him and the lid sayed something like for players only.
ermm got to end todays entry, didn't know i would have so much to write, been really lazy for the past few days...ermm well gona take me quite awhile to put in another entry probably after this weekend's real run competition at sentosa. Let's just see if there is anything worth putting up in the entry on sunday, cause if it rains there might be nothing left for me to write.
Now listening to Lighthose - you and me
Been making rather long runs in the evening after work, from the usual 2.5km runs i have, i am doing occassional 4.5km - 5km, but well i still feel rather fat, maybe its the psychological effect and the strong words that my mum said about "you will get a big butt if you keep sitting down on your chair after a meal", ermm this words kept circulating in my mind I just can't stand it.
Being doing dips in the office's compacters where we keep the NSmen's docket, as well as leg lifts there to train my abdominal with the usual 30 pushups accomapnied. I made sure i was moving and kicking in the office and not lying and getting myself too comfortable on that fucking chair of mine, which i think is seriousily giving me that you should rest on me rather you should sit on me look, cause my collegue who is fucking fat likes to lie down hard on it leaving the seats posture all wrongly shaped.
Well I think I hurt my chest while doing dips before my usual run today, heard a crack sound and i immediately drop down from the bars, i could feel the immediate pain that has been infliceted by my own stupidity, well still continued to go for my 2.4km jog, saw this guy who was really really fast, he was on the same route as me but soon when i was making my turn to the corner i thought as usual i might be able to catch up with him but i was wrong, at that time he was even faster then me, he was like 200-300meters away from me. This showed how much my stamina i really had......fuck so pai sei, and to think of it, i felt lucky thathe didn't see me cause i was wearing my brother's commando jersey instead of my usual police jersey....if not it would be so ma lu.....
In the morning reached the station my collegue Din, begged me to help him out on the IPPT for the reservist men, cause he was like really short handed and on my side i don't really have much work to be done cause most of the recalls has been already been send out, so i was rather relax. Well there wasn't much men, and due to the fact we couldn't get a safety vehicle to accompany them in their run, we decided to take them to YIO CHU KANG stadium for their 2.4km test run, when we reached the stadium, there was a group of student most probably from PHS which was nearby the stadium only, they had this very ermm i would say STRICT PE teacher, he shouted at them to run and not to stop, and all the student were like grumbling, and the teacher was like practically shouting at them to run......haha some ignore but was later fuck off by the teacher to run, some of them even hurled and uttered vulgarities at the teacher...my collegues and i were like practically looking at them and also laughing at the whole incident.....but we guess that the teacher must be someone who is not a person who is very favoured by his students, cause through out the whole event of the run his students were grumbling uttering vulgarities at him and he was screaming and shouting at them like dogs, i could remember what he said ermm something like: "eh, you all finish already ah! I didn't see you running, you all better finish up the last round, quick go and run, better don't cheat". Hahaha its like no wonder the kids hate him, cause they are being treated like army trainees. Hahaha......
Saw the FED EX(courier service) advertisment on tv again the one where the courier men walked across the stream after a traffic jam occured on a bridge, fuck it was funny when it ended, i guess its done by the same ad agency(BBDO) that did the last FED EX TV commercial. I think this is one those tv commercial that remind me to constanly to push myself to produce works that are cheesy. I guess i have put this FED EX advertisment into my list of all time favourite TV commercials, together with VOLKSwagon the one in india, the ikea ad with the jack russel so cute by lowe and partners and also production team haha my ex company The Shooting Gallery Asia, the adida's commercial on the metal grid by 180 amsterdam and also the pepsi ad which also featured david beckham inside which ended with the surfer trying to grab a pepsi from the soccer players cold box and the lid slam on him and the lid sayed something like for players only.
ermm got to end todays entry, didn't know i would have so much to write, been really lazy for the past few days...ermm well gona take me quite awhile to put in another entry probably after this weekend's real run competition at sentosa. Let's just see if there is anything worth putting up in the entry on sunday, cause if it rains there might be nothing left for me to write.
Now listening to Lighthose - you and me
Monday, August 15, 2005
collide
just reach home from movies, the land of the dead. Well it wasn't anything spectacular about this show, its one of those sort of movies that if you really have nothing to do and you want to just catch a movie, you can go sit in the cinema and put your legs high up on the seats in front of you.
Well read the newspaper, saw the main paper whih wrote that Mr. Nathan will constitue the presidency for the 2nd term. I don't know why my heart sunddenly felt so relieve, for the past 1 week i was so worried cause if there was to be an election, it would be most defiently make me so busy. But well still got to wait for wednesday for the final outcome and confirmation from the election board before any further instructions from the HQ.
Had beef bulogunia at millenia walk, with some kimichi was rather feeling.
After dinner went over to help denka pack all his stuff at his booth at Marina South, quite abit of things that were left hanging around there. Well had to help him back em up, when we went there his cousin's booth which was the beauty express wan has been there down and brought back already, the place seems so empty comapred to last weekend. While i was packing there was this tenants beside us, they had 3 huskies, they bark so cutely they were not at all those fierce dog, i mean given by their sizes the way they bark just wasn't right, i wish i could stroke them. I really miss the time i played with Joyce's 3 big dogs...well wat is the past is the past. But just couldn't resist, they were look so loveable.
Tomorrow is another day at work. So much stuff to handle tomorrow, hope there isn't any hidups for tomorrow.
Yawnz! Woa the time is only 11:44 ermm my shortest entry for this week.
Well gona go do some exercise.
Well read the newspaper, saw the main paper whih wrote that Mr. Nathan will constitue the presidency for the 2nd term. I don't know why my heart sunddenly felt so relieve, for the past 1 week i was so worried cause if there was to be an election, it would be most defiently make me so busy. But well still got to wait for wednesday for the final outcome and confirmation from the election board before any further instructions from the HQ.
Had beef bulogunia at millenia walk, with some kimichi was rather feeling.
After dinner went over to help denka pack all his stuff at his booth at Marina South, quite abit of things that were left hanging around there. Well had to help him back em up, when we went there his cousin's booth which was the beauty express wan has been there down and brought back already, the place seems so empty comapred to last weekend. While i was packing there was this tenants beside us, they had 3 huskies, they bark so cutely they were not at all those fierce dog, i mean given by their sizes the way they bark just wasn't right, i wish i could stroke them. I really miss the time i played with Joyce's 3 big dogs...well wat is the past is the past. But just couldn't resist, they were look so loveable.
Tomorrow is another day at work. So much stuff to handle tomorrow, hope there isn't any hidups for tomorrow.
Yawnz! Woa the time is only 11:44 ermm my shortest entry for this week.
Well gona go do some exercise.
Sunday, August 14, 2005
trail of my stigma
yup..what can i say the sickness is coming back to haunt me, like a parasite sticking to the host. It sucks, have been sneezing the whole day non-stop at first it was nothing, just some mild sneezing that wouldn't cause any aftereffects...but i had to think otherwise...cause right after the sneeze mucus started drooling, well that really suck. Till now, I am having that funny feeling running down my throat and the mucus keep irritating my nose, like as if they were alive calling out for help and my nostril hair are the gates that are hindering them from escaping.
NOooo...Gordon you can't fall, cause there are tons of work to be done in the office this coming week. PLEASE DON'T FALL SICK.
Well this week, exactly the best of week i would say, though misfortune wasn't bestowed on this time of the month. But it definetly wasn't a very good month, cause i have 3 friends falling out of a relationship, and one of them happen to be my buddy. Really sad to hear all this things happening. But well, hope they could get on with their lives, and i am pretty sure they would.
The GE and stuff has been a real headache for me and my PO, been working hard for the audit and when we thought the word busy would cease to exsist for our months for this 2 mths, and till yesterdays meeting. My collegues and I were unveiled with another painstaking news, that we have to print tons of recall order for reservist men for the upcoming election purpose, though it might not happen still we got to prepare ourself, its like gallons of crap water pumped into our sewage line and we as the operator of the dept got to clear it. Well it sucks, hope after all this we will get our taste of relaxation. There were plans for our upcoming depts oversea's trip been looking forward to one. Have been too busy at work and classes that the word fun has come to a mini standstill in my life. Wish something or someone would bring me to the light again.....i don't want to look shaggy at this age.
Well tomorrow will be in town to catch the movie Land of the the Dead by Director George A. Romero, think it would mot likely be another of those movies where zombie's roam the street, hope it isn't what i thought it would be...i need some surprises man....hahai want something to trigger my mind again cause been feeling real dead for the past few weeks need some energizer fluid pumped into my brain cells to keep those cells running.
Anyway was a little disappointed that the dinner appointment was cancelled yesterday, caused i finished my work early and i thought i would be able to leave the office early. But anyway got a chance to do a jog in the evening which i think wasn't too bad too...
well Time to end the entry before it gets longer and longer...
NOooo...Gordon you can't fall, cause there are tons of work to be done in the office this coming week. PLEASE DON'T FALL SICK.
Well this week, exactly the best of week i would say, though misfortune wasn't bestowed on this time of the month. But it definetly wasn't a very good month, cause i have 3 friends falling out of a relationship, and one of them happen to be my buddy. Really sad to hear all this things happening. But well, hope they could get on with their lives, and i am pretty sure they would.
The GE and stuff has been a real headache for me and my PO, been working hard for the audit and when we thought the word busy would cease to exsist for our months for this 2 mths, and till yesterdays meeting. My collegues and I were unveiled with another painstaking news, that we have to print tons of recall order for reservist men for the upcoming election purpose, though it might not happen still we got to prepare ourself, its like gallons of crap water pumped into our sewage line and we as the operator of the dept got to clear it. Well it sucks, hope after all this we will get our taste of relaxation. There were plans for our upcoming depts oversea's trip been looking forward to one. Have been too busy at work and classes that the word fun has come to a mini standstill in my life. Wish something or someone would bring me to the light again.....i don't want to look shaggy at this age.
Well tomorrow will be in town to catch the movie Land of the the Dead by Director George A. Romero, think it would mot likely be another of those movies where zombie's roam the street, hope it isn't what i thought it would be...i need some surprises man....hahai want something to trigger my mind again cause been feeling real dead for the past few weeks need some energizer fluid pumped into my brain cells to keep those cells running.
Anyway was a little disappointed that the dinner appointment was cancelled yesterday, caused i finished my work early and i thought i would be able to leave the office early. But anyway got a chance to do a jog in the evening which i think wasn't too bad too...
well Time to end the entry before it gets longer and longer...
Wednesday, August 10, 2005
happy 40th bday SG
woa i feel like a king once again lying on my mattress, i never felt this good on my mattress. Well today had the most tiring experince of walking on the streets with my waist fully equipped with all the neccessary items a Police officer should have, the revolver, the speed loader, the handcuffs, the PR set etc etc....well was definetly an eye opener for me as i was deployed to do road directing(road block) at robinson road, pretty fun and the best part was i didn't really sweat that much at all, and it was an experince to work with all the regulars from the NPC.
Spend the whole afternoon at the site standing there and directing traffic, got to seee many different types of car, it definetly spur me on to get my class 3. Well i hope i will be on of those guys who would be hogging the roads with m car and awe peeps with the vibrations of my exhaust.....haha well i think i am going overboard.
Well got to see abit of the action that was going on at the padang, manage to also catch a glimpse of the fireworks, which in my opnion was spectecular, but well if at that moment i was with the person whom i love dearly, it would be a great moment...
So Shity my legs are so sore from all the standing at the padang and i am feeling abit tired, maybe i woke up too early from bed today...didn't even get a chance to talk to my bro since he book out yesterday from henderon camp. Well hope to see him this coming weekend and then we can go sun bathing together.
Well got to take a rest already, tml is another tough and long day for me.......gd nite.
Spend the whole afternoon at the site standing there and directing traffic, got to seee many different types of car, it definetly spur me on to get my class 3. Well i hope i will be on of those guys who would be hogging the roads with m car and awe peeps with the vibrations of my exhaust.....haha well i think i am going overboard.
Well got to see abit of the action that was going on at the padang, manage to also catch a glimpse of the fireworks, which in my opnion was spectecular, but well if at that moment i was with the person whom i love dearly, it would be a great moment...
So Shity my legs are so sore from all the standing at the padang and i am feeling abit tired, maybe i woke up too early from bed today...didn't even get a chance to talk to my bro since he book out yesterday from henderon camp. Well hope to see him this coming weekend and then we can go sun bathing together.
Well got to take a rest already, tml is another tough and long day for me.......gd nite.
Monday, August 08, 2005
...
well a very lazy day for me today...i was like practically not doing anything today, maybe for the routine evening jogs. Either then the jog i have been sitting infront of the television and the computer monitor, eating tibits and etc.... well never felt so slack before, its like something gone amiss. Well was suppose to help Denka at his store at the carnival located at Marina South, but well was really worn out by helping him out yesterday. Spend the whole afternoon yesterday helping him move his stuff, from his office to the location. When we reach there, the worse thing was that we had to carry the whole load of stuff from his car to his booth, well it was a real torture all this happen in the bright hot lazy afternoon where the scorching sun was overhead
blooming brightly, and as always i sweat like a pig haha......but well nevertheless we unloaded all the stuff, left it at his cousin's booth and we decided to leave for suntec for a late lunch cause we wasn't very full from the early HAN's lunch, well had beef noodle with clarance, and after lunch walk around suntec. After awhile i was so worn out by the morning's Physical activity, i immediately suggested to the guys that we left for denka's office for a short nap before we commence our work at the carnival, and without hesitation everyone agreed and were very glad that i made such a suggestion and there we were back at the office, got ourself a laptop and a few pillow, which in the end Denka and I nicely tug ourselves to bed and clarance happily enjoyed surfing the net. We got up at 5 and got ourself ready to set up the booth once again, we sped back to the venue and drag our lazy legs out of the car and walk to the booth with the remaider stuff which we took from the office. When we got there the place was still rather dead, but slightly better then the afternoon, where it was really hot. We setup our stuff handed out some leaflets together wih clarance, and at the end of it we went back at 8.30 cause there wasn't really many people at the carnival, which was quite demoralising, well even if there was a big crowdi don't really think denka was able to get any recruiment for his co. comparing to his cousin's co. Beauty express.
But still i woke up this morning having the idea of going down, but when i thought of the extra duty that i was being deployed to do, i just felt so sian and i tld myself that i wanted to have more time to rest before i was deployed for the event, cause it will be a very tiring day where i need to stand for around 3-4hrs under the hot sun, i am not sure about this times deployment cause its a different sector from the last time....so its another whole set of ballgame.
Well everyone was just so busy today, all of a sudden i just felt the loneliness. I wish someone would ask me out for dinner or something but well nothing came nobody called. Well really miss the days even its been after a year the days i would be able to have dinner on sundays at amk for the fried hokkien mee....well those days. I just cant stand having to stay at home too long it really suck.
Well today is another brand new week, and also a day closer to the nation's 40th Birthday. Well got lots of things to do again this week, well work is never too much for me in the office cause there is always sudden hidups and i got to amend them, thats teh irony of this job.
Hahaha....oh well got to live and take ...best part for tomorrow i have no class which means i can go home earlier and i can go swimming with my bro after work if we both are able to bump into each other after work......yea hope so.....been wanting to go for a tanning been abt a month since i did that.....hope i can get a chance to do it tomorrow.
Oh well, just end the entry here....hope when i go back to the office tomorrow i am in for some sort of treats.
blooming brightly, and as always i sweat like a pig haha......but well nevertheless we unloaded all the stuff, left it at his cousin's booth and we decided to leave for suntec for a late lunch cause we wasn't very full from the early HAN's lunch, well had beef noodle with clarance, and after lunch walk around suntec. After awhile i was so worn out by the morning's Physical activity, i immediately suggested to the guys that we left for denka's office for a short nap before we commence our work at the carnival, and without hesitation everyone agreed and were very glad that i made such a suggestion and there we were back at the office, got ourself a laptop and a few pillow, which in the end Denka and I nicely tug ourselves to bed and clarance happily enjoyed surfing the net. We got up at 5 and got ourself ready to set up the booth once again, we sped back to the venue and drag our lazy legs out of the car and walk to the booth with the remaider stuff which we took from the office. When we got there the place was still rather dead, but slightly better then the afternoon, where it was really hot. We setup our stuff handed out some leaflets together wih clarance, and at the end of it we went back at 8.30 cause there wasn't really many people at the carnival, which was quite demoralising, well even if there was a big crowdi don't really think denka was able to get any recruiment for his co. comparing to his cousin's co. Beauty express.
But still i woke up this morning having the idea of going down, but when i thought of the extra duty that i was being deployed to do, i just felt so sian and i tld myself that i wanted to have more time to rest before i was deployed for the event, cause it will be a very tiring day where i need to stand for around 3-4hrs under the hot sun, i am not sure about this times deployment cause its a different sector from the last time....so its another whole set of ballgame.
Well everyone was just so busy today, all of a sudden i just felt the loneliness. I wish someone would ask me out for dinner or something but well nothing came nobody called. Well really miss the days even its been after a year the days i would be able to have dinner on sundays at amk for the fried hokkien mee....well those days. I just cant stand having to stay at home too long it really suck.
Well today is another brand new week, and also a day closer to the nation's 40th Birthday. Well got lots of things to do again this week, well work is never too much for me in the office cause there is always sudden hidups and i got to amend them, thats teh irony of this job.
Hahaha....oh well got to live and take ...best part for tomorrow i have no class which means i can go home earlier and i can go swimming with my bro after work if we both are able to bump into each other after work......yea hope so.....been wanting to go for a tanning been abt a month since i did that.....hope i can get a chance to do it tomorrow.
Oh well, just end the entry here....hope when i go back to the office tomorrow i am in for some sort of treats.
Saturday, August 06, 2005
miserable
at times when you feel so down, there was no ones there to be by your side to pull you up, is that what you call lonely? Well perhaps it is and at least this is what i percive from my point of view.
Well had a longest talk with Denka last night and it proved to be some bad recollections. Things that were suppose to be burried up with a hatchet was once again being dugged out again. From the conversation I had with Denka, it was clear to me and also to conclude that he felt very confuse, being the third person between a relationship, the girl whom he had been toking to already has that someone whom he knows that is treating her like a princess. Which I guess made Denka very troubled, and all i could advice him was not to hurt the other guy by being that bastard, cause put urself in that poor dudes shoes and you would really understand that pinch.
Well, slowly we digress and denka ask me how i felt when this happen to me. I was like err.....flashbacks just kept flickering in my mind. And at that moment I don't know why the lyrics of the song by James Blunt - You are beautiful just kept jingling in my mind....well i think the lyrics must really meant something that expressed how i felt when the incident happen to me and even now as he reminded me i really felt the pinch, couldn't really sleep yesterday night thinking of the things that happen, i feel like a sissy. But well what has happen has happen, as long the person i lost is being treated nicely its the best thing for me.
Well was suppose to be helping with his setup for tomorrow at the esplanade for his comapny's agent promotion or something, but things just didn't go as smoothly as thought it would. I was held up in the office for some clearning of documentation and this took me quite sometime, and i finally got to see an ba's WRX, well it was certainly modified crazily cause the moment he accelarated the car you could hear thunderous sound coming out of the exhaust rather crazy. But well back to the Denka thingy, it seems to be its quite hard being a boss....ahhahahaha, well he again offered me to work for his company again and i am really thinking very hard whether to join Dennis wee Reality cause it was never my forte to sell houses and definetly notmy dream nor passion to work as an agent. But well i will just think about it and see how things goes as i slowly build up my career. I will definetly not sway away from my dream.
Well tml got to get up at 8.30am to get myself prepared and get my butts down to denka's office by 10am and from there set off to the esplande, well hope its gona be fun. At the least i know i can do some catch up with my buddy Clarance, who will also be there to help out, been a long time since i met up with clarance the bro whom we seldom meet up with, cause due to our own work commitments we are never able to obliged to each others timing, just like for me my tuesday is out of the league alrady cause i am burning it for the extra duty for NDP, which this time round i got the duty of being deployed around the padang, haha at least this time round i am able to get a view of the fireworks haha, and the also a view of the mobile column hahaha. Maybe thats the reward for me, well heard that my promotion is coming real soon, ermm looking forward to getting my SGT's pay haha, pathetic it may seem but its really something that i need it, to sustain my welfare haha......
Well tomorrow is another hard day at work. Hope i will get fun, hope to be able to blog next monday, talking about monday. I've got no class on monday yea....well having this journal just serves its purpose it acts like a reminder for me....wait again i gong gong go to the class again, like the last time went to class only to know that i was being played out and worse thing was i was having a fever. So shitty. But well national day is coming i wish Singapore a Happy 40th birthday, and wish that everyone is healthy and happy.
Oh shit its already 12.08am, fuck i was suppose to tug myself into bed at 2330hrs fuck.......got to go now...........ZzzzZZZzzzzzzzzZzzzZZzzzZzzzzzzzZ
Now listening to James Blunt - You're Beautiful
Well had a longest talk with Denka last night and it proved to be some bad recollections. Things that were suppose to be burried up with a hatchet was once again being dugged out again. From the conversation I had with Denka, it was clear to me and also to conclude that he felt very confuse, being the third person between a relationship, the girl whom he had been toking to already has that someone whom he knows that is treating her like a princess. Which I guess made Denka very troubled, and all i could advice him was not to hurt the other guy by being that bastard, cause put urself in that poor dudes shoes and you would really understand that pinch.
Well, slowly we digress and denka ask me how i felt when this happen to me. I was like err.....flashbacks just kept flickering in my mind. And at that moment I don't know why the lyrics of the song by James Blunt - You are beautiful just kept jingling in my mind....well i think the lyrics must really meant something that expressed how i felt when the incident happen to me and even now as he reminded me i really felt the pinch, couldn't really sleep yesterday night thinking of the things that happen, i feel like a sissy. But well what has happen has happen, as long the person i lost is being treated nicely its the best thing for me.
Well was suppose to be helping with his setup for tomorrow at the esplanade for his comapny's agent promotion or something, but things just didn't go as smoothly as thought it would. I was held up in the office for some clearning of documentation and this took me quite sometime, and i finally got to see an ba's WRX, well it was certainly modified crazily cause the moment he accelarated the car you could hear thunderous sound coming out of the exhaust rather crazy. But well back to the Denka thingy, it seems to be its quite hard being a boss....ahhahahaha, well he again offered me to work for his company again and i am really thinking very hard whether to join Dennis wee Reality cause it was never my forte to sell houses and definetly notmy dream nor passion to work as an agent. But well i will just think about it and see how things goes as i slowly build up my career. I will definetly not sway away from my dream.
Well tml got to get up at 8.30am to get myself prepared and get my butts down to denka's office by 10am and from there set off to the esplande, well hope its gona be fun. At the least i know i can do some catch up with my buddy Clarance, who will also be there to help out, been a long time since i met up with clarance the bro whom we seldom meet up with, cause due to our own work commitments we are never able to obliged to each others timing, just like for me my tuesday is out of the league alrady cause i am burning it for the extra duty for NDP, which this time round i got the duty of being deployed around the padang, haha at least this time round i am able to get a view of the fireworks haha, and the also a view of the mobile column hahaha. Maybe thats the reward for me, well heard that my promotion is coming real soon, ermm looking forward to getting my SGT's pay haha, pathetic it may seem but its really something that i need it, to sustain my welfare haha......
Well tomorrow is another hard day at work. Hope i will get fun, hope to be able to blog next monday, talking about monday. I've got no class on monday yea....well having this journal just serves its purpose it acts like a reminder for me....wait again i gong gong go to the class again, like the last time went to class only to know that i was being played out and worse thing was i was having a fever. So shitty. But well national day is coming i wish Singapore a Happy 40th birthday, and wish that everyone is healthy and happy.
Oh shit its already 12.08am, fuck i was suppose to tug myself into bed at 2330hrs fuck.......got to go now...........ZzzzZZZzzzzzzzzZzzzZZzzzZzzzzzzzZ
Now listening to James Blunt - You're Beautiful
Wednesday, August 03, 2005
kuku
another entry, with yet another journal of my life....having this tummy ache at the moment, it comes and it goes...so fickle minded.....causing me so much pain...arghhhhhh....
Its becoming rather boring to get up early in the morning and go to the station for work, so many things needs my attention, how i wish i need not go to work that would be so good. I just can't seem to get myself focus in life, I don't know what is going on with me. I try to do things that i once like but it just dosen't help, i think i have to just focus harder...just had my presentation yesterday, well i would say it went rather smoothly no hidups in between. But well was trembling when it was my turn in the group to present the portion that was assigned to me to present, well while i was presenting i wasn't sure whether was it the effect of the aircon or myself having that stage fright i could feel my speech slurring, anyway was rather glad when everything ended as i concluded the presentation. I thought i was alright cause at the beginning I wan't stressed out at all i took it easily, as i thought it would be just like any normal presentation, but as the first group presented, the stress tension reached its peak for me, and when the next group went up the way they presented was getting better, everyone presented so well maybe because probably they had this experince in the relevant field of profession, and they really knew their stuff, that made feel so lea.
Send some works to Anthon for comments, but he hasn't reply since yesterday's email which didn't reall mention anything about my work, I am pretty worried about it not being able to reach the industries standard. But well, will wait patiently for his reply cause i always believe the good stuff don't come easy, and it think Anthon must be racking his brains about how to comment my work haha....i hope i have doen well in my art direction for this time round as on the last project in his class, i missed out some things that was stated in the brief which i think he deducted marks on my art direction. Hope he can give me some suggestions on how i can improve those points that i missed out in my works, cause if not i guess i would always and never know what my mistakes are in designing an ad, its always better to get a proffessional's help like Anthon who has 10 years of working experince in this line as a Art Dir.
Well back to my office, the auditors finally arrived in the office yesterday at 1300hrs, they were made up of a small group of old dudes, they look like midgets to me cause they are all really very short. But well my mdm was rather panicking cause some stuff were yet to be done, haha... But well there is nothing we can do.....
What was the stupid that happen to me was this morning, i was only informed of my DRT duty yesterday. I totally forgot that i had no keys for the office and the spare key that was always lying on the ledge was no longer there some irresponsible dude in the office took the key without notifying any of us....booo....but well was panicking when i could not find the keys to enter the office as my uniform was kept inside, in my mind i was like "oh what the fuck today's gona get lectured by Senior Staff Sergent Toh again like the other time, but lucky thing i waited in the other office which i knew where they kept their keys after 15mins Kelvin arrived, he told me i could draw my office spare key at the maintenace office, fuck i rush down and lucky thing the officer was there manning the post haha got the keys rush back to office changed and went down together with kelvin without drawing my revolver, handcuff and t-baton, when we reached the charge office the accuse were already being put to the respective vans. I am starting to get sick of this DRT shit, but later i came to realise that i cold claim back whatever morning duty, which i did for today and i left the office at 4.45, thats was rather cool .....Was really glad that Din would be on duty with me at the NDP which is next week haha, at least i got a partner alongside with adrian and Nazri. Hahahaha
Well got to end my entry for this journal here, cause my mac is running out of batt and i think it might snap anytime. Got to go charge it .....
Well leave more dumb entries in here the next time when i have the time................
Now listening to Hu Yan Bing - Waiting for you.
Its becoming rather boring to get up early in the morning and go to the station for work, so many things needs my attention, how i wish i need not go to work that would be so good. I just can't seem to get myself focus in life, I don't know what is going on with me. I try to do things that i once like but it just dosen't help, i think i have to just focus harder...just had my presentation yesterday, well i would say it went rather smoothly no hidups in between. But well was trembling when it was my turn in the group to present the portion that was assigned to me to present, well while i was presenting i wasn't sure whether was it the effect of the aircon or myself having that stage fright i could feel my speech slurring, anyway was rather glad when everything ended as i concluded the presentation. I thought i was alright cause at the beginning I wan't stressed out at all i took it easily, as i thought it would be just like any normal presentation, but as the first group presented, the stress tension reached its peak for me, and when the next group went up the way they presented was getting better, everyone presented so well maybe because probably they had this experince in the relevant field of profession, and they really knew their stuff, that made feel so lea.
Send some works to Anthon for comments, but he hasn't reply since yesterday's email which didn't reall mention anything about my work, I am pretty worried about it not being able to reach the industries standard. But well, will wait patiently for his reply cause i always believe the good stuff don't come easy, and it think Anthon must be racking his brains about how to comment my work haha....i hope i have doen well in my art direction for this time round as on the last project in his class, i missed out some things that was stated in the brief which i think he deducted marks on my art direction. Hope he can give me some suggestions on how i can improve those points that i missed out in my works, cause if not i guess i would always and never know what my mistakes are in designing an ad, its always better to get a proffessional's help like Anthon who has 10 years of working experince in this line as a Art Dir.
Well back to my office, the auditors finally arrived in the office yesterday at 1300hrs, they were made up of a small group of old dudes, they look like midgets to me cause they are all really very short. But well my mdm was rather panicking cause some stuff were yet to be done, haha... But well there is nothing we can do.....
What was the stupid that happen to me was this morning, i was only informed of my DRT duty yesterday. I totally forgot that i had no keys for the office and the spare key that was always lying on the ledge was no longer there some irresponsible dude in the office took the key without notifying any of us....booo....but well was panicking when i could not find the keys to enter the office as my uniform was kept inside, in my mind i was like "oh what the fuck today's gona get lectured by Senior Staff Sergent Toh again like the other time, but lucky thing i waited in the other office which i knew where they kept their keys after 15mins Kelvin arrived, he told me i could draw my office spare key at the maintenace office, fuck i rush down and lucky thing the officer was there manning the post haha got the keys rush back to office changed and went down together with kelvin without drawing my revolver, handcuff and t-baton, when we reached the charge office the accuse were already being put to the respective vans. I am starting to get sick of this DRT shit, but later i came to realise that i cold claim back whatever morning duty, which i did for today and i left the office at 4.45, thats was rather cool .....Was really glad that Din would be on duty with me at the NDP which is next week haha, at least i got a partner alongside with adrian and Nazri. Hahahaha
Well got to end my entry for this journal here, cause my mac is running out of batt and i think it might snap anytime. Got to go charge it .....
Well leave more dumb entries in here the next time when i have the time................
Now listening to Hu Yan Bing - Waiting for you.
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