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another entry, with yet another journal of my life....having this tummy ache at the moment, it comes and it goes...so fickle minded.....causing me so much pain...arghhhhhh....

Its becoming rather boring to get up early in the morning and go to the station for work, so many things needs my attention, how i wish i need not go to work that would be so good. I just can't seem to get myself focus in life, I don't know what is going on with me. I try to do things that i once like but it just dosen't help, i think i have to just focus harder...just had my presentation yesterday, well i would say it went rather smoothly no hidups in between. But well was trembling when it was my turn in the group to present the portion that was assigned to me to present, well while i was presenting i wasn't sure whether was it the effect of the aircon or myself having that stage fright i could feel my speech slurring, anyway was rather glad when everything ended as i concluded the presentation. I thought i was alright cause at the beginning I wan't stressed out at all i took it easily, as i thought it would be just like any normal presentation, but as the first group presented, the stress tension reached its peak for me, and when the next group went up the way they presented was getting better, everyone presented so well maybe because probably they had this experince in the relevant field of profession, and they really knew their stuff, that made feel so lea.

Send some works to Anthon for comments, but he hasn't reply since yesterday's email which didn't reall mention anything about my work, I am pretty worried about it not being able to reach the industries standard. But well, will wait patiently for his reply cause i always believe the good stuff don't come easy, and it think Anthon must be racking his brains about how to comment my work haha....i hope i have doen well in my art direction for this time round as on the last project in his class, i missed out some things that was stated in the brief which i think he deducted marks on my art direction. Hope he can give me some suggestions on how i can improve those points that i missed out in my works, cause if not i guess i would always and never know what my mistakes are in designing an ad, its always better to get a proffessional's help like Anthon who has 10 years of working experince in this line as a Art Dir.

Well back to my office, the auditors finally arrived in the office yesterday at 1300hrs, they were made up of a small group of old dudes, they look like midgets to me cause they are all really very short. But well my mdm was rather panicking cause some stuff were yet to be done, haha... But well there is nothing we can do.....

What was the stupid that happen to me was this morning, i was only informed of my DRT duty yesterday. I totally forgot that i had no keys for the office and the spare key that was always lying on the ledge was no longer there some irresponsible dude in the office took the key without notifying any of us....booo....but well was panicking when i could not find the keys to enter the office as my uniform was kept inside, in my mind i was like "oh what the fuck today's gona get lectured by Senior Staff Sergent Toh again like the other time, but lucky thing i waited in the other office which i knew where they kept their keys after 15mins Kelvin arrived, he told me i could draw my office spare key at the maintenace office, fuck i rush down and lucky thing the officer was there manning the post haha got the keys rush back to office changed and went down together with kelvin without drawing my revolver, handcuff and t-baton, when we reached the charge office the accuse were already being put to the respective vans. I am starting to get sick of this DRT shit, but later i came to realise that i cold claim back whatever morning duty, which i did for today and i left the office at 4.45, thats was rather cool .....Was really glad that Din would be on duty with me at the NDP which is next week haha, at least i got a partner alongside with adrian and Nazri. Hahahaha

Well got to end my entry for this journal here, cause my mac is running out of batt and i think it might snap anytime. Got to go charge it .....

Well leave more dumb entries in here the next time when i have the time................

Now listening to Hu Yan Bing - Waiting for you.