duhzz...sometimes i think to myself. Am i really doing the things that i want to do in life, or am i just satisfying the needs of reality and pursuing things that i think will gain me fame, fuck I am driven by the fam and fortune rather then the love and passion of doingthings that i like. Fuck its killing me softly..........as you grow more in love with your passion it slowly devours your passion and turn you into a man of greed thirsty for the fame and fortune in life.
Well thinking of the many courses that i have been through in my one year stint in SPF, I can confidentally say that i am not very well equipped nor well taught, just as i recall courses like the basic cardic life support (CPR) and also the afilbrator device course(AED), up to know i must say i am not very sure how to go about performing it, if anything were to happen in the case of emergency, i will probably be too shock to even help out with the 2 man cpr. Wahahahahaha.
Went for my SGT course briefing today at the academy. Well was rather glad to be able to see many of my old squad mates again, peeps like suresh, tim, jason kwek(my all time buddy), Nic teo(all time good buddy), sean seah, Yong, Loke, ridhwan, shariffee and idris. Well it was a great time, though the course was rather short and we didn't get a chance to really talk long but it was comforting enough to see them again, well on the 3rd we will get to see each other again for a week till 10 oct haha...am also appointed the group leader of my team, ermm in which i must learn to practice leadership and lead my team to victory haha.....though i know its a sai gan job but well in life shit just happens so living through it everyday and telling myself in a positive manner just makes me feel better. After the course back to the station saw lots of gers outside the YIO CHU KANG sports hall only to know that my EX- sch NAFA was having their annual sports meet there.....rather depressing and sad that i am stuck in NS, everyday i am killing my brain cells sitting in the office doing things that are not at all relevant to what i am studying...not boasting that i am great or anything but it just makes no sense doing things that i dun like.........life becomes so monotenous for me..how i wish i can start working now or at the least pursue my studies darn.......
I want to get out.....I want to be a copywriter...I want a pilot pen.......
My job to write copies that sells....cause i am god....and god is also human.....
why is there a god cause he can do some things not all human can
thats why he is call god.....
haha my cock theory...
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