worst day

Never felt so tired like this before. Everything was so chaotic, nothing was done properly, everything was so messed up when i stepped into my office today. Papers as usual flood my desk after my days leave, and instantly there were things that i have to attend because of the Key Appointment Holders coming back to the station for 3 days. Well i think this 3 days would be like hell for my office and my collegues. The first day already has proven how much brain cells are being killed within me, because of a very lousy arrangment done by my Mdm, who gave in to whatever dumb ideas they came up with. We had to go around the whole station gettting things done for them, treating everyone of them like VIPs. Before they came today, i had the utmost respect for them, I had imagined them to be people who care for the Junior Officers and that they are people who has the brain to do things that they plan. But sadly to say after just one day working with them, i found that they are people who are really selfish, and in their minds they only thought of going home fast thats all, i mean this are the people who are holding high ranks with high pay even they are NS ranked and yet they are acting this way, and all they did discuss are about things like where to have lunch and such theres hardly anything more then that. Well I am just a small fry anyway, and all i could do now is whine and whine. But it really just saddens me. Well because of a blunder my mdm made as a decision, caused my collegues to all come back early to do IPPT with them in the morning at 7.30am, even when i was in my Trainee days i never did that so early. Even my Junior PO is refusing to come back, they are indeed a bunch of old men.

Well just have to stop talking about them, if not i am going to feel so lousy.

For the pass few days after my Bro's POP, and meeting up with Ian i really had the uptmost respect for the commando's team spirit and unity. The way they shouted, and the way they bonded, just shaked me. Espcially Ian, after the AHM(army half marathorn) which he woke up at 3 that morning and finish the 21km run really just made me respect him, but what really made me admire him was his energy to go on with the day meeting up with us for a bowling session, steamboat dinner and shopping after his 21km run, that really tells me how much a commando's mind really is made up off. Kudos to him. I just want to follow him and work my life better.

Got my Passport done and i am ready to collect it soon, and then for my trip to genting with my dept. And also planning for a trip to bangkok with steven and possibly some other good friends. Erm, would be so fun. Well looking forward to the fun part. Hehehe