its getting bad

woke up with a sharp pain on my back near the top spine area, well the pain has been ongoing for the past week. Well I think I have injure myself during the sessions spend in the gym.

Was travelling on the train to work as usual, then suddenly i felt an itch on my calf but I dare not scratch it. I consider it as a taboo to do that in the view of the public, it was really very itchy and in the end I just hack with it and started lifting my legs up and scratched it...haha, luckily everyone on the train was like asleep or busy reading newspapers, this saved me from all the teaching in school about personal hygienes and social etiquette.

Pretty sick with all the songs that are in my IPod, I got to get new music to replace the current playlist or should i say add on to the current one, cause walking down that long walkway from YCK station to my station proves to be rather lonely. Nowadays just can't stand the moment of being lonely, thats why i think the music that is playing in my ears are turning monotenous.

Spend the last two days out of station, travelling back and fro from police cantoment complex with the usual NSmen's promotion documents.

Well early next year I will take on a role that I think would be a tougher challange for me which I will undertake and shoulder heavier respondsibilities. Which is like adding more spice into a pot of hot curry that is looking red hot already. With more important functions and events happening next year, I will have to be more vigiliant in my work...I hope I can, but I just can't help it but to think that its just too much for me to take it, I wish there was someone who could share my stress or at the least let me pour out my feelings.

Ermm tml is another day at work again, IPPT(Individual Proificiency Physical Test) for the NSmen which I will be the tester again. I am multi tasking everyday with so many job scoopes to cover, I wish at times I had more brain cells, more arms and fingers that could cater to the needs of my job, erm ya maybe I should just ask that for my christmas present this year from that good ol santa....haha just joking.

Well farhan is going for his physical training instructor course which starts at the beginning of Jan 06, being the alumni of the course Din and I gave him tips on how to cope with his fitness and endurance during the course.

Well the back is really killing me got to end this chronic. Friday will be a day off for me haha again, but this time round got to go to Tan Tock Seng Hospital to check on my ears, and then if time allows I want to get my RED Wings...hahahaha maybe I will blog again on christmas eve, if i've got the time.