time to take a breathe

Time to speak my unruly life which i think is rather true....been thinking so much though the date till it ends is still seemingly far. Well 11 more months to go, I would say its fair enough that I am making my plans.

Ermm is all this thoughts what you call mid-life crsis, if it is its really pain in the arse. Hahaha....

Looking at Tong's blog, hes been travelling non-stop around the region taking photos...well thats what I call good life, comparing myself to him who is still pitifully stranded in a job that I was force to undertake, shouldering responsibility that i have no background knowledge, diagnosing symptoms of the illness in the job scope like a doctor that hasn't been certified. Well you can't blame me if anything were to go wrong cause I tried my best to accomodate to what they require of me, very often i think that my term of good is just not enough for my masters.

Sometimes I wish life in NS could be a little bit more fun, with a bit more spice added to its already colored substance that is still kepping it alive.

Well it was a rather sad week, cause a collegue's father had just passed away from throat cancer, its the 2nd friend whose dad passed away. Why is all this happening, its already a curse to be in NS and all this just adds on to the sorrow.

Well think i hurt my spine while working out in the gym, but still I am working out...(I am just vain) no la! Thats the only time I get to work my body muscles and not rest them for too long.....cause sitting on that big chair in the office just makes me feel fat, I promise myself that after the whole ordeal in NS I will still remain in TIP TOP condition. So gym sessions and occassional 2 - 5km runs are still a routine for me.

Work is never ending for me after a work is clear new ones just happen to be pile up in front of me. Mondays are the worse days its a killer, got to handle so much stuff for the PNSmen...from logistics to their basic essential needs for their reservist. I feel so much like a nanny at times, got to take care of their uniform, their Fitness cause I am a fitness instructor and also their schedule. Everyday in the office I am learning to be a better multi tasker, everyday proves to be a challange for me, if I am able to get pass a day it means I have reach a new level. Cheesy it may sound but its rather a fact.