Well it’s the eve of the lunar New Year, that means a new beginning for all Chinese. Haha, well am having a headache now, don’t know why maybe not enough of sleep or something fuck man.
Well this morning I was still in camp, did 40 push up on the tar floor, fuck it was painful. My hands were like pierced by the tared road, and the reason was because we were in our drill order. Hai I don’t know what to say la, but to accept the fate. Practiced the SBT(Scenario Based Test) the whole morning in the barracks, well was pretty fun but I cut my old wound again, when I got to engross in the role play. And after walking out from camp, some of my camp mates and I went down to Toa Payoh Central to have lunch, and print some notes. Had Mos Burger, collected the notes and then it was home sweet home.
Reached home downloaded this song by Fang Zu Ming called Zui Dong Ting from Nic, cause in camp Nic and I were like talking about the song, and how much we like the slowness and meaning of the lyrics. It just reminded me so much about my feelings and how I feel now, I think Nic is sharing this same sentiments. When I listen to it I felt like crying I don’t know why. Can boys cry I sometimes ask myself, or should I just keep my tears behind. I really don’t know. Well after downloading the song, slept for like 15mins and that was it, I went down to my grandma’s house at Chinatown, she is just staying above the night market held there every Lunar New Year, well wanted to stay till midnight to witness the firecracker thingy, but well was too tired. So I went home, to sing Karaoke with my bro, cause the two of us bought a few VCDS to sing haha. Well, sang and drink abit with my bro till iIam having this sore throat now, so that’s why here I am writing this entry.
Well tomorrow would be another day I would have to go through, haha the guys wants to go ZOUK, but well just got to see how things go and what time I finish visiting. I am getting just so sick of everything, I don’t know I have that same feeling asking me to just stay in camp. I don’t know why, but on the other side of my mind its asking me to just keep away as far as possible from that place. FUCK it!
Well just msged her, wishing her a happ lunar new year! I am not expecting a reply from her, but I just feel better after being able to get an excuse to send a msg to her. Though I know she might not even reply me, and delete the msg. But its ok.
Well feeling tired again, I guess I would just go to bed again, just have that headache thingy coming back to me again. Good night.
And oh ya if any peeps who is reading my blog, and is a fan of the Singapore idol winner taufik, let me give you a hint where is he serving his NS now, at Bukit Batok NPC as a police officer, go try your luck to see him there, or if you guys want to lodge any report and want to see him, try your luck there. Hahaha.
KK got to end here, tml got to check frontal’s Webby again. Yawnz! Keke
1 min more to chinese new year
happy lunar new year to all my bros! Too many to name haha you guys know who you are.
Now listening to Fang Zui Ming – Zui Dong Ting
