POps! PoPs! its CNY finally, but to me this day don't seem to be of any significant anymore. Well probably age is catching up fast and that i don't enjoy it like I use to when i was still in school.
Well still I visited my relatives, got my ang poas. Well was feeling rather sick, I am not even sure why am I again feeling sick maybe its the weather that cause all this nosense.
Or maybe because exams are drawing closer already. Am already now in the midst of studying for it. I hope i can pass it, and get on with it.
I msged her and wished her a Happy chinese new year, and i have expected that she won't reply at all. But its ok, though I was expecting her to reply. But I just got to face reality. But if she chooses not to reply then i got to accept the cold fact. Maybe she has already put me out of her mind already.
I really don't know how to comprehend how i feel now. I am just trying very hard to put her off my mind, I don't know no why, the harder i try, the more pain i feel.
Really miss her.
Well going back to PA again tonight.
Now listening to Fang Zu Ming - Zui Dong Ting
