Monday, February 14, 2005

finally the hype is over

Well back to serious stuff! Finally the CNY thingy is all over, and right after this many would be celebrateing Valentines day. But for me I lost its significancy on that day. But still my wishes goes out to all my dudes with their girlfriends.

Would be up to my exams again, next week is gona be a jam pack session, with all the test and exams all coming up together. Am very stress at this moment, would really be nice to enjoy myself thoroughly after all this is over. And all my pimples are popping all over my face rite now, they say its because I worry too much and also think too much. And looking back I think I really have. Still I took some fried chicken and stuff at Denka's place, man he was having some thai cuisine, man i think it almost fried my throat man, and i play BINGO at his place with Ian, fuck man the two of us bought 20 worth of tickets and didn't even manage to win, but when Denka's friend sat down instantly she won about 200 bucks from one ticket, fuck was she lucky. Maybe I just don't have that sort of luck.

Well am enjoying and savouring every moment in life now. Well I just want to enjoy myself, maybe I am finally realising what life really means, and I am really changing. I am not saying that I am enjoying the process or am I saying that I have changed thoroughly, but its good to see myself changing, like a caterpillar morphing into another stage of life. Maybe I was not like this the last time, but I am finally see myself getting more life force in me. I think I have really learn to understand and also care for others.

Well would really like to wish all of my friends and dudes a Happy valentines day.

Now listening to Zhang Zhi Chen feat Jiang Mei Qi - Ai Qing