time jus pass so fasst, coming to my 1 yr stint in the Police force, though not everything was that smooth sailing as i had expected. But still i manage to get pass em.....thinking back just hurts so much.
My senior has finally finish his service in the police force, well I am not sure how he is feeling now, but one thing for sure he is definetly relieve after having to go through 2yrs 6mths in the force. Well now I am once again left to fend that post he once once guard in solitary, now i have to go through it again. It like a vicious cycle a karma i would put it, many may deem that being assign to a desk job is so relax, haha now after going through halfway of it I have another perspective to that quote. Well why i say its a cycle, after me someone else would take over my place and once again feel the same shit that I once felt.
Today, as I was having my dept meeting another of the regular is leaving the force. Rather sad to hear that cause its like I just got to know the peeps in there and there everyone is going their seperate ways again and the help that i can get now is like lessen cause its like resetting up the whole dept again, thats really really bad.
I drop a tear in the dark, so that no one will know my sorrow. I conceal my pain to show that i am strong. I put myself to test every second i open my eyes, to find that the people around me are disappearing, maybe i am just someone who thinks too much.
Just like the song i am listening to now
Now listening to Bryan Adams - Here I am
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