Thursday, June 09, 2005

fuck shit

finally backz to writting this entry.....well, sprain my darn leg yesterday while playing soccer and hp broke down, and i was there stranded like a water dog, hell it was unlucky......

after the soccer match i knew that there was bound to be a blood clot on my leg, but it only started to swell after i was on my way walking to the MRT station from my workplace, that was not all the ugly swell was just the starter to start the main course the pain developed, the pain was beyond description it grew worse as i stood in the train for about 20mins, when i stepped out of the train, the pain....it was so bad i just felt like shouting and screamed haha...as i walk back that long path back home, the pain was like prickling to my bones..it was darn painful..at that moment of time i was thinking to myself why in the world do i have to put myself through all this torment, freak! When i reach home, i couldn't even eat cos the pain was still there and i don't think anything i do will SHOO the pain away, ask my mum to apply some chinese medicated oil and rubbed that damn spot.

When i woke up this morning, hell the pain was still there, it was just so painful, had to hop on 1 leg to the toilet, man that really sucks early in the morning getting up hopping around thats just not right.....again the same old thing walk that long path to the station from my place then when i reach my station but before that the long shelter walk path at YIO CHU KANG to my workplace just kills, every step that i took was a killer. When i reach the station, my staff sgt was teasing me saying "gordon welcome to the world of soccer"' ha was thinking to myself i never volunteer to play soccer nor did I like it, i was fucking hell forced to play it though i played quite well i must say, but abit clumsy though...keke contradicting rite my words haha...

My mdm was telling me to see a Doc cos, the swell was quite bad, and she said that if i were to not treat it now later it would be harder to recover, after hearing those words i immediately called my mum ask her where was the nearest chinese sinsei i could go to, got the address and around 3.30 i left my workplace in search for the sinsei's shop to find a remedy or sought help and advice from him, got there and the lucky thing there not many people, the sinsei took my pulse, fuck it was rather the first time a doc diagnosismy pulse though the tapping of fingers on my wrist, hell it was cool looks like some chinese pullgistic serial...haha, after that he ask me to lay on the bed and there it all started he rubbed my legs with chinese medicated oil at first there wasn't any pain, but subsequently the main action started he rubbed harder, bones started to have that crack sound like bending of the fingers, the "clack" "clack" sound, my tears almost came out the pain was excruciating, its beyonds words to describe the pain. After all the rubbing he bandaged my legs and applied some chinese medicated paste, it looks rather cool though..keke. Well no MC from the sinsei, this means tml is another day at work tml, and tml i have to take the guys for IPPT in the station...haha.

Wooo! Yea 5 more days to PAYDAY! this week paying all the expenses burned a big hole in my wallet, so on the 12th is a day that i am looking forward too so much keke.......

Life is just so pack for me, fuck how do savour the most precious of moment and still keep myself away from all this mishaps, I only want to play SOCCER is that so hard!


Now listening to my all time favourite Coldplay - Speed Of Sound

No comments: