well was just being told by my Sgt that we will be recieving the the commander's commendation for arresting those ah bengs, while it wasn't our duty at that point of time, but practicing the PROACTIVENESS we should have as police officrs we did.
Well it was really nothing that i would be proud of, cause its just another case i belive my NPCO's have handled such cases. Well it would most likely not be remembered after a few months later, like many things in life that would be forgotten the essence is time.....
Been like super busy again in the office with all the internal audit coming in, due to the external auditors coming in this coming August hate it, so it means more things to be updated and more things for me to handle, how i wish i could ORD tomorrow like my senior I am just waiting for my big day to come haha....haven been doing my afterwork jog for 5 days because of some activities and night classes i have to attend that held me back, but finally got a chance yesterday and today to do it though i reach home late..oh well its better then giving it a miss.
Almost had to do OT again today, well i have enough EDO to ask for 2 days unofficial leave from my dept, and its hard to use up that free hours. But well i think i will keep it for my vacation use..keke ermm got to also save up now, gona get myself a tattoo soon, well it is one hell decision i have beenmade, been thinking of it for the past few months, many may ask me why would i want to get a tattoo, why would i be so stupid to pay someone to inflict pain on myself.
Well my anlogy to it would be, why run till you feel like dying and the feel that pain during the run and after it "well to me its the feeling that I am pretty much aware that I am still alive and spinning". It goes to the same as to why i want a tattoo, to constantly remind myself that i am still alive....
Well tomorrow mass IPPT(Individual Pysical Fitness Test), together with the Training Dept, my collegue who is going to bring some guys for shooting constanly reminded me to not to embrass ourselves as Fitness Instructor for the PNSmen Dept, so as part of Fitness Instructor in my Dept, I hope i wouldn't mess things up. But i can't help but to say sorry to those reservist men tomorrow, as i know many of them won't be able to make it and there might be many who would fail, cause marking of stations will be more stringent due to the fact that we got to show the training guys, that we are not people who are slackers.
Read my old entries, i think i have lots and lots of broken sentence structures and i think its really bad. Ermm i won't blame myself for not being myself while i was typing in the entries, though i was feeling rather tired after a long days work...ahahahaha.
Erm, feel like clubbing lei haven been doing that for quite sometime already. I think i will find sometime and get some of em out for clubbing, haha. Denka told me he saw Joyce there on wednesday. Well wonder how is she now. I am thinking of msging her, but the thought that tells me she would not reply and maybe she just wants to keep a distance away from me, just held me back from pressing down her HP no. and sending the msg to see if she is doing well..........
Well tomorrow is another day and work really sucks. Arghhhh, and my life is spinning and there is nothing that i can change argghhhhhhh....why?
Now listening to Lifehouse - Spin
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