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Well so tired, have so many things to schedule and so many things left undone.

Been so tired, sleeping late waking up early, i feel like i have become a whore to the society, its either i wake up and do the same stuff again or there is nothing new. Maybe i've yet to taste anything sweet at the moment or should i say i will ever get to taste anything sweet. Ermm craving for a bar of chocolate at the moment haha, don't know where i picked this up from whenever i feel tense or stress a chocolate just helps.

Well just finish a job, been having lots of shit with the client cause i took over the project ffrom another designer which she really left piles of shit for that woman to pickup, and on my part i was the garbage man who picked up the debries and i mean really bits and pieces of it changing specifcially to what that client wanted, so headache. But well i have finish the shit, and what i love most is that IOC is finally over, that means no need to wake up early in the morning and rush to the station to sign the attendance of the men. Hahaha

Ermm having my first duty prowling the streets this sat for the national parade rehersal show. I am put at northbridge road to patrol that area which is basically peninsula plaza to funan center there, ermm would be exciting but at the same time sad cause my weekend is burned arghh..........but well what to do hope to see some of my buddies there cause i heard airport is sending 50 men down so i hope in the 50 some of them are my dudes back in PA.

Well watch a TV Serial on channel 55 of the cable vision, well really felt that it was meaningful. The words that guy told the other men was really true, its not about how much material stuff you can give to a person and showing how much you care about the person by constanly calling her. But by using your heart to feel it and touch the person that you love, by putting in your heart and soul to understand and care for your love one, don't wait till the person that you care for has left and you start crying, its really pointless. Thats when i really felt like i was an idiot to only realise this at this point of time. I wish time could move backwards, then maybe i will be able to ammend whatever i have lost.

Ermm feeling abit sick at the throat again, think i am going to get a flu or something already man it sucks. I hate it.

Well being the 1 of the 2 fitness instructor in the reservist office, i was put to the task by my officers to be the pacer for DSP Han, Commander of Ang Mo kio South NEIGHBOUR HOOD POLICE STATION, well had the honour of doing it, he was defiently a very nice fella and at his age of 46 he still could run 2.4km and not stopping it was damn good this shows that physically he is very fit, to be able to endure the run.
Running is always the most diffcult part of everyone, they say its tiring. But to me i think its more about what the mind tells you that makes you tired, just learn to endure and no matter at what age you will still be able to run. Its a healthy lifestyle.

Well going to bed now, so much so looking forward to the duty on sat, but the sick part is that i am got to wake up early tomorrow, that sucks.
Ermm meeting denka tml for midnight movies again, hahahaha..............yea got to realax i have toooo..............hahahahahaha

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WHAT IS THE MOST PAINFUL THING IN LIFE?